need songwriter, beat composer, and someone to mix and edit the song

need songwriter, beat composer, and someone to mix and edit the song

I’m trying to start making music, and as of right now i only have the equipment to bring vocals to the table, i’m looking for a sound like lil peep, (emo trap alternative punk rock), with hard emotional lyrics, possibly about self-harm, drug abuse, suicide, etc. what i’m looking for exactly is someone, or multiple people, who can compose a beat and lyrics for me to sing/rap/scream and then edit the song